
I dreamed of you
So vividly
Before you breathed life here.
You came to me with firm belief
That you were mine, so dear.
When morning came, I lucidly
Considered your request,
And changed up my life’s plan
Right there,
Upon your righteousness.
Once committed, I prepared
To have you in my life,
Proceeding forth to welcome you
No fear, no doubt, no strife.
When you arrived,
Beloved!
I knew that we’d been right.
We salvaged joy, began new worlds,
Thanks to that fateful night.

As he teetered on the brink
Of this existence
Did he quantify success
Based on
Fast cars and hot women?
~
Any regrets?
~
Did the futile search
For his ideal
Cause concern?
~
Did he measure his own value
In the manner of the world:
Dollars
Cents
Titles
Rents,
And feel remorse?
~
Or did he say,
“Hot Damn!
This was one wild ride!
I’m so flippin’ glad
I lived large ’til I died!”
Inspired by Three Word Wednesday… Ideal, Measure, Teeter

“Behind all this, some great happiness is hiding.”
~ Yehuda Amichai
In the midst of the trial,
The tunnel’s length and breadth
Swallowed up its ending light.
Or did our anger and our grief
Destroy that, too?
In the dark, we clung
We to He
You to Me
Me to You
Fear of death
~ Worse yet ~
Fear of life like this
Stopped us in our tracks
And then
Pushed!
Pushed us
To push back, push on, push through.
Stubborn will, paternal fight, future’s-sight
Love
Were all we knew.
And they grew
Until
Thanks to the process? … luck? … good will?
We found the happiness.
Always there. Never gone.
Hiding just behind,
All along.

It did not occur to me
That you might take your leave.
~
You
Not being here
Was never
A part
Of my tidy, well-made plan.
~
But time
Does weather
~Age~
All things
~
And that once tidy plan
Now lays ragged and worn.
~
The frail threads
Making up
The fabric of our love
Can no longer hold it together.
~
Nor can I.

~ The Sun Never Says~
I’ve encountered this poem (found on page 34 of The Gift: Poems by Hafiz, The Great Sufi Master, Penguin Compass, 1999) three times in the past week. It must be asking me to listen and then share.
“Even
After
All this time
The sun never says to the earth,
‘You owe
Me.’
Look
What happens
With a love like that,
It lights the
Whole
Sky.”
If we each practiced loving this way, imagine the light we’d create.
Brings so much to mind… creation, “I am the light…”
Brilliance!