FINDINGS

What’s this?

Moderate right neural foraminal stenosis, at C4-C5 and C5-C6

Slight anterolisthesis of C3 on C4, C4 on C5 and C5 on C6

Mild stenosis of the left C3-C4 neural foramen

Multilevel moderate right facet degeneration

Mild reversal of normal cervical lordosis

Mild left facet degeneration at C2-C3

Severe C3-C4 facet degeneration

Cervical-thoracic levocurvature

No compression deformities

Preserved disc height

Poetry in Motion.

Limited.

Mine

for

now

.

.

Grasping

Initially, such promise…

Newness.

Youth.

Things thought lost.

Hope surged.

Visions

of a wiser version

of the past.

The absurdity is now clear.

It was costly,

This relationship.

It is done.

Happy?

Are you?

What would it take?

Are you willing to risk theĀ  inevitable cost?

Could be dear.

Consider this:

Why can’t you just be?

Happy?

little bits of Me

I used to set free, little bits of me

More readily.

Fear stepped in.

I stopped.

Journey in.

Accept.

Practice.

Strength– Flexibility –Balance

I move again.

Released.

Free.

Me.

Missing

A bit of erosion and you’re gone.

What lies beyond is too enticing, too seductive.

You cannot resist. Instinct sets in.

I ask my gut,

Will he come back?

Usually I am answered. Not this time.

What’s the meaning of that?