Initially, such promise…

Newness.

Youth.

Things thought lost.

Hope surged.

Visions

of a wiser version

of the past.

The absurdity is now clear.

It was costly,

This relationship.

It is done.

Aug 152008
 

R U?

What would it take?

R U willing to risk the  inevitable cost?

Could be dear.

Consider this:

Why can’t you just be?

Happy?

 

I used to set free, little bits of me

More readily.

Fear stepped in.

I stopped.

Journey in.

Accept.

Practice.

Strength– Flexibility –Balance

I move again.

Released.

Free.

Me.

Aug 142008
 

A bit of erosion and you’re gone.

What lies beyond is too enticing, too seductive.

You cannot resist. Instinct sets in.

I ask my gut,

Will he come back?

Usually I am answered. Not this time.

What’s the meaning of that?

 

I look at you

in my mind

in my room

in my life

in my dreams

And wonder

Luck?

Fate?

Just Love.

Karma?

Grace?

Yes.

Gratitude.

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