Foolish of me to expect mercy, wasn’t it?
I knew
You relished the suffering of others.
I hoped
For sobriety and logic and fairness and love.
Foolish of me, wasn’t it?
*inspired by Three Word Wednesday ~ Foolish, Mercy, Relish
Foolish of me to expect mercy, wasn’t it?
I knew
You relished the suffering of others.
I hoped
For sobriety and logic and fairness and love.
Foolish of me, wasn’t it?
Your slap
Halted my first-found voice.
Probably a good thing~
That scream might have sounded
Forever.
It emerged
In the room
Shared with the sister
He was beating now
The one who dared
To call him out
Tell the truth
Name the beast.
She would not cry,
Refused with pride.
Told him so.
Fueled his fire.
The belt and blows rained down
And so
The scream erupted
From belly’s depths
Rose up, up, up
Spewed forth
Hot, fast, fierce, with force
Uncontainable.
Unrestrainable.
I ran
Frightened
By my power, sound, fury, fear.
Ran to the backyard,
Screaming.
You ran too.
“The neighbors will hear!”
Your slap
Halted my first-found voice.
Probably a good thing~
That scream might have sounded
Forever.
That slap
Taught me
To conquer, claim, control,
My power, sound, fury, fear.
Thank you.

Adamant about a life she knew she could create
She focused not on here, now, truth; began to fabricate
A storyline, connection-filled, that spoke of great success
A family tree, community, no violence, duress
She left behind the hardships, the people who’d mistreat
Forgot about the nay-sayers whose goal was her defeat
She moved across the country. She got a new address.
She changed her name, enrolled in school, vowed never to confess
The peculiar caste from which she rose
The brutal chapter, finally closed.

Early challenges aside,
Halcyon days existed
Like diamonds
Rare
~ but there ~
Buried in lengthy, brown-coal years.
Upon reflection
Those icy sparklers
Scattered glints of iris light,
Enough to nurture hope for brighter futures.
Blessed be the prism that refracts to alter views.
Blessed be the child who from the old path skews.
halcyon: to hearken back to an earlier time, remembered as idyllic
You nearly had me convinced
That you were right
That I was wrong
Essentially
But then I glanced back
And saw it in the mirror
I saw it in my face
The rightness of me
The goodness of me
And I knew
Whatever else you said or did
I would believe in me
I would be
Me
Brilliantly