you slip out of bed
and out of country
so easy
you become
the one in charge

you slip from my arms
and from my safety
so easy
to assume
the role, enlarge

you slip ‘neath all eyes
avoid detection
so easy
using wisdom
lead the march

you slip from the life
that we created
so easy
no victim
but my heart

 

*prompted by Sunday Scribblings ~ Easy

 

let me
look into your peepers,
soul to see

let me
saturate myself with
your energy

let me
open up the windows of my heart
willingly invite you from the start

let me
Love
you

 

ice cubes melted.
water glass sweat.
puddled,
left a ring on the wood.

most days
this would be upsetting

but today?
not today.

today
you melted
down.
you sweat
puddles.
you left a ring on the wood.

matching the one I wear

Upsetting?
Redefined

*past stanza one… pure fiction

 
caught ‘tween cardboard packing boxes,
Fisher-Price play sets
there lies regret
no manilla folders hold the signatures that bind
no vanilla wafer crumbs are scattered to remind
you took him back
void
lack
Written for d'Verse... we adopted a baby 20 years ago. His birth mom took him back just before final papers.

 

Mindful not to meddle,
Not to be misunderstood,
I made my move.

Moot.

Madness
manifested
in the midst of our foray.

You,
I lost
that day.

Meaning?

Was one a milksop,
monster,
marionette?

Caught in muck and mire,
is there regret?

Maundering alone,
I muster skills once tossed aside,
making an effort,
mediocre~
marshaling on.

Despite the mock’ry made
of memories,
and mercies, mild
I am forlorn.

And now I mourn.

 *submitted to Thursday Think Tank ~M~

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